Would?

Do they love me too? I love them, it would be so wonderful if they did too. It's so hard on my own, I can't speak to people anymore, it's scary, there's a whole other world I can't reach out to. I love them, I want help, It's too hard. I'm too small, I'm too weak, I can't carry on like this no more... This is weird of me I don't know if I should keep it or say it but I guess I just did I'm sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry